XIBONITA

Find me elsewhere. Bye BLOGDRIVE for now or forever.

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 02:17:57 GMT

I am incredibly stalkable over the internet, leaving so many footprints here and there through the years. This Blogdrive is a tell-all story of my life. This means so much to me that without this, i would be practically insane. Okay, so much as I admit that I am a tiny bit prone to over acting. But for some reason, I decided to let go of this blog and move to another because this blog is way too limited for me. I also want a fresh start. So let me now take you to my new creative outlet. I'm now residing to a new weblog.

OVER HERE. WELCOME! http://xibonita08.wordpress.com.

THE SUN IS UP NOW...

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:15:16 GMT

��You know what I love?�

��I love it when the sun rises in the morning, where it's still peaking through the horizon. There would be different shades of orange, pink, purple and blue around it that I absolutely adore. I am enamored by the beauty of it all and what makes it even more beautiful is the fact that it's naturally happening - that no man-made is making it appear. Whenever I look out the window, just like what I did a few minutes before writing this blog, I would stop, look and smile and there goes a beautiful morning for me.�

��Maybe that's why I always love the morning. I'm such a morning person to the point that at night, I feel sluggish and sleepy, not to my mention my sappy moments. But let's not dwell on my frustration right now, breathe in - breathe out.

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��However, do you know what I love more?

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��Twilight. The end of the day and the beginning of the night. The sky turns into this even more beautiful scene than the morning sunrise. Everyday during twilight, I go out of our terrace and watch the sunset - priceless. I'm just that kind of person, I appreciate the smallest things rather the big things. And things like the dusk and dawn make me feel happiest the most. Yeah, intangible things strike me more - I don't see it but I feel it. Feeling for me is probably the best gift that God gave a human being. You can say that I'm just the sentimental or melodramatic type but I am whole heartedly saying the truth. :)�

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��Sometimes, I even feel like I feel too much. I do. When things are also too much of course I would react too much but whether other people will understand it or not, I am just really sensitive. My friends would even tell me how good I am with intuitions. I know when there's something wrong or when something's not right. It comes with feeling. And it comes with the years of experience that is called my life where I have practically felt everything. Believe me, I have. And I can't even imagine what comes after as I grow older. But I am looking forward to the future.�a little bit longer than it should be. :)

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��Good morning everyone! Cuidate!

ADDICTED TO PLURK..

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 01:42:33 GMT

Besides blogdrive, its PLURK, TWITTER and TUMBLR that can make me feel better. Talk about PLURK.

Noun. plurk (pluer-kh) - A really snazzy site that allows you to showcase the events that make up your life in deliciously digestible chunks. Low in fat, 5 calories per serving, yet chock full of goodness.

Verb. plurk (pluer-kh) - To chronicle the events of your always on, action-packed, storybook, semi-charmed kinda life.

So that is how PLURKING works, you have this timeline which updates your friends about what's happening to you,your whereabouts (yes, you can update your plurk anytime without having to log on the computer, this simply works via mobile phone), and as well chat with your friends and reply to their updates. Cool huh. So share your life stream now... PLURK!

It's raining and i love it..

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 15:31:49 GMT

The scent of rain is just what I needed. Happy. Happy.

Do you like the rain? Yeah, I do like the rain. These are the moments when you get to stay at home and think about a lot of things. Rain = Reality Check? I don't know..maybe.If it feels like it is washing away a lot of bad things in life then yes I like rain.It is change after all and we need it at one point. Rain is good.

Anyhow, I feel so stagnant with blogging, I don't hear anyone's comments so I don't feel so inspired to blog. :)) But I guess I'm used to talking to myself now, having no one to reply to any of my messages. Sometimes I ask myself, am I still alive? How come when I talk to people, they sometimes don't seem to respond. :p Maybe I'm Sixth Sense-d or whatever.

Sorry for incoherent entries, that's just how I roll. :p

I would like to blog greet people who are celebrating their birthday today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHAN!
May God continue to shower you wondeful blessings!!!

also

Happy Birthday to JOJON! Good luck on your career! Be safe always..

ADDENDUM: I realized, after visiting all my links, everyone seems to have something rather profound and eloquent written. It's nice to read all those.

*sigh* cuidate everyone..

BYE FOR NOW...

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 09:25:10 GMT

Blog leave..

A BAD DREAM

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:26:43 GMT

�� Usually, at this hour, 4:27 am, I would be tightly sleeping under my comforters but I guess I am not. I just had a bad dream. It was not a nightmare; it just scared me.�And since I was not able to blog last night, I guess, I am taking the time right now to do so. It's my first time blogging in the morning. It's fun actually. It's all quiet here and the view outside my window is scary because it's dark. If I go out my room, everything is dark as well. In short, everything is just dark except my place. I know, I bring light to darkness. Okay, malabo. Pagbigyan, minsan lang naman to eh. Medyo bangag pa nga ako eh. Sorry, if there will be any technicalities in this post, I really don't mind my grammar & spelling right now.
�� My dream just made me all emotional. Grabe, I can't imagine that dream coming true. I hate the dream I had because it was so real. What I meant by that is it's too real that it is even possible to come true. Part of me is telling that it soon will & that the dream I had was one of those "Joseph-the-dreamer" one that is prophetically true. NO! My dreams are usually those fantasy ones. Some are even weird that I do not understand it anymore. Nonetheless, I appreciate more those dreams because I know I can only experience them in my dreams and it won't come true. But what I dreamt was scary. I don't want to�elaborate more about the dream i�had. Sakin na lang yun.�:p
�� I just wanted to share some insights I thought of as I woke up a few minutes ago. When I woke up, the obvious reaction I felt was relief. I was glad that dream is finally over. I prayed first before I got off my bed and did all the girl stuff I needed to do and ended up in front�my laptop�since it was ON.��
�� My greatest fear has always been losing someone. Besides the obvious ones like rats, lizards, frogs and�etc. the one that goes underneath it all is that. I cannot take losing someone I care for. Even people leaving for a few days, or months or years, will take me an even longer period to accept besides the one actually leaving. Most especially if the person leaving is close to my heart. I just realized that I have to face it. People will not be there with me forever. It is just too impractical to say it is. Maybe, in the cheesiest way, it may be true because love stays on forever but technically speaking, people can't stay. People always leave and I should be able to handle that. But what if I can't? Crap. I can't even imagine leaving the country yet. There's so many things that got me bothered after that freaking dream.��
�� Okay, I will just end it here since it is already 4:55 am. Wow, that took me a long time. Haha.�I'll go back to sleep now. :
�� Cuidate everyone!

GOODBYE RON ='(

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 11:53:52 GMT

   I am sad and stunned for the moment. The hype I was having for the blog was clouded by a heartbreaking news we received just few minutes ago.
   I lost a cousin today. He is 17 years old, the eldest and the only son of four. Really young. But I know he has already travelled a mile. It's really unbelievable that he left us all this early. But I know he is with God now, another angel that will guide us all through.
   May the Lord give his family the strength to heal and to withstand the pain of losing an angel as he is. Goodbye cousin.

NOSEBLEED NA LABLETTER- I'm keeping Je-ar's, hihi

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 16:45:47 GMT

Got this one form je-ar. Ansakit nga talaga sa ulo. Haha

**The following is a letter found at a certain bar in Manila and has been preserved in its original unedited form. Enjoy reading and you may try direct translation in tagalog. Please read with feelings...

October 1996

To Marjie,

I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you why? What reason can you think about but you're very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I'm realize that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you're habit of making pakialam all his walks (lakad) and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that.

And then he say he get ashame to me either in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you're very very very fat body. But you hate it. Thought you're the most preetiest girls he knows about. What do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose Marie Chan?

Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else difference name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I'm never call you names either in the front of Dennis or in the back of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don't have any other choice but to call you other different name to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you're body that is to a BUDING.

You can't not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier that you when you look us in the mirror. I'm repeat again that you are like IKE LOZADA when she is a girl.

Love,

The sexiest girl of D.M.

P.S: You Say that I'm the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or You? And the final is me. There you go.

So what can you say?hahaha But hey, i was amused. Thanks je-ar.. I miss you!

Talking about today, its so not okay. I don't know why I have been putting up a sad face lately. It seems like I am not at all in my hyper self. The jitters, giggles or laughs have to be pushed out of me to take effect. Maybe I'm just feeling really low.
Fortunately, an eternal optimist like I am is always comforted by the silver lining of it all. I'm lucky enough as it is - having so many people who love and care for me unconditionally. People who try to make sure that I don't lose myself in the process. People who will go all the way to listen to you and cheer you up. I really appreciate it. It's because sometimes, a heart that listens weighs far more than the works of advices. So to those people, thank you so much. You know who you are. :)
Footprints footprints,please.

FRIENDSHIP OF BOTH WORLDS

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 14:33:43 GMT

   I have true awesome bestfriends. And I can't help but blog about them for the reason that they truly are special special special and really special to me. Also,I'm missing them so much.
   Few days ago, I spent chit-chats with some of my highschool bestfriends for more catching up, while few nights ago, my college bestfriend TJ and I had amazing talk over the phone . It's amazing how I have established a solid friendship with two completely different people from two worlds, high school and college. And despite how different they could be, I still am myself. I realized that college is a tough test when it comes to friendship. Coming in, most of us just want to make friends easily. We say that we are open to meet new ones. We then meet all kinds of people from various walks of life with different personalities. And as much as this can seem quite interesting, it can also be dangerous. Don't get me wrong, I do like getting to meet new people. It's always interesting to learn and experience something different. But it can be tough. And for someone like me who trusts people that easily, I always fall victim to backlash from so-called 'friends.' It makes me realize at the end that I don't really know who I'm dealing with. Not that I'm ranting or anything. From past experience, I've learned to take my time to get to know people. And it's been good so far. I'm perfectly happy with the people I surround myself with. I've managed to be cautious, and through that process, it's safe to say that I've met those who are worthy of my trust.
   Talkin about TJ. He was my blockmate during the 1st semester of my first year stay at FEU. What amuses me more is that we both came from Laoag and we shared common acquaintances. Amazingly enough, we were like the 'you-and-I-against-the-world' in class. We would have our lunch together while the others have their own group, but the hell we care. We were extremely happy just by each other's company.Together, we make the best conversations in the planet. It's soooo much fun to just talk about anything with him. We always end up making each other laugh out loud and not to mention our favorite part,gossip talks ,haha. We share the same thoughts,likes and dislikes especially when it comes to foods- we hate carinderias,haha,that's why we have our own world during lunch time. And that is why people regard us as the maarte type.Oh well.

   TJ is such a rare treasure. Now, a new chapter of our lives begin, and in that book of ours, I shall be the first ones to see how he will be in the future because I can see a great future ahead of him. He has been a great friend and I hope he knows how much I love him!!!I love him to bits!
   How about you? Are you happy to say that you have found the kind of friends you know will last?
   Cuidate everyone! Treasure your friends.

ENTRY BEFORE I SLEEP

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 15:07:23 GMT

  A short entry as well. I think I am getting the hang of writing short entries.Hmmm.
   I got LSSed to "Ha" by Nyoy Volante. I just heard it over my neighbors radio when I woke up this morning then the next thing I new I was singing the chorus. It's not a wow track but feel good music. Pwede na. Plus, there was violin. :p "Akin ka na lang HA, Sige na naman ha, please" Haha.
   Entry is cut short due to the author's uncontrollable urge to sleep.
   Updated my xanga and tumblr today.