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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
The scent of rain is just what I needed. Happy. Happy. Do you like the rain? Yeah, I do like the rain. These are the moments when you get to stay at home and think about a lot of things. Rain = Reality Check? I don't know..maybe.If it feels like it is washing away a lot of bad things in life then yes I like rain.It is change after all and we need it at one point. Rain is good. Anyhow, I feel so stagnant with blogging, I don't hear anyone's comments so I don't feel so inspired to blog. :)) But I guess I'm used to talking to myself now, having no one to reply to any of my messages. Sometimes I ask myself, am I still alive? How come when I talk to people, they sometimes don't seem to respond. :p Maybe I'm Sixth Sense-d or whatever. Sorry for incoherent entries, that's just how I roll. :p I would like to blog greet people who are celebrating their birthday today... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHAN! also Happy Birthday to JOJON! Good luck on your career! Be safe always.. ADDENDUM: I realized, after visiting all my links, everyone seems to have something rather profound and eloquent written. It's nice to read all those. *sigh* cuidate everyone.. Thursday, August 14, 2008
Blog leave..
Monday, August 11, 2008
My dream just made me all emotional. Grabe, I can't imagine that dream coming true. I hate the dream I had because it was so real. What I meant by that is it's too real that it is even possible to come true. Part of me is telling that it soon will & that the dream I had was one of those "Joseph-the-dreamer" one that is prophetically true. NO! My dreams are usually those fantasy ones. Some are even weird that I do not understand it anymore. Nonetheless, I appreciate more those dreams because I know I can only experience them in my dreams and it won't come true. But what I dreamt was scary. I don't want to elaborate more about the dream i had. Sakin na lang yun. :p I just wanted to share some insights I thought of as I woke up a few minutes ago. When I woke up, the obvious reaction I felt was relief. I was glad that dream is finally over. I prayed first before I got off my bed and did all the girl stuff I needed to do and ended up in front my laptop since it was ON. My greatest fear has always been losing someone. Besides the obvious ones like rats, lizards, frogs and etc. the one that goes underneath it all is that. I cannot take losing someone I care for. Even people leaving for a few days, or months or years, will take me an even longer period to accept besides the one actually leaving. Most especially if the person leaving is close to my heart. I just realized that I have to face it. People will not be there with me forever. It is just too impractical to say it is. Maybe, in the cheesiest way, it may be true because love stays on forever but technically speaking, people can't stay. People always leave and I should be able to handle that. But what if I can't? Crap. I can't even imagine leaving the country yet. There's so many things that got me bothered after that freaking dream. Okay, I will just end it here since it is already 4:55 am. Wow, that took me a long time. Haha. I'll go back to sleep now. : Cuidate everyone! Saturday, August 09, 2008
I am sad and stunned for the moment. The hype I was having for the blog was clouded by a heartbreaking news we received just few minutes ago. Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Got this one form je-ar. Ansakit nga talaga sa ulo. Haha
**The following is a letter found at a certain bar in Manila and has been preserved in its original unedited form. Enjoy reading and you may try direct translation in tagalog. Please read with feelings... October 1996 To Marjie, I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you why? What reason can you think about but you're very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I'm realize that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you're habit of making pakialam all his walks (lakad) and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that. And then he say he get ashame to me either in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you're very very very fat body. But you hate it. Thought you're the most preetiest girls he knows about. What do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose Marie Chan? Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else difference name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I'm never call you names either in the front of Dennis or in the back of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don't have any other choice but to call you other different name to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you're body that is to a BUDING. You can't not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier that you when you look us in the mirror. I'm repeat again that you are like IKE LOZADA when she is a girl. Love, The sexiest girl of D.M. P.S: You Say that I'm the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or You? And the final is me. There you go. So what can you say?hahaha But hey, i was amused. Thanks je-ar.. I miss you!
Talking about today, its so not okay. I
don't know why I have been putting up a sad face lately. It seems like
I am not at all in my hyper self. The jitters, giggles or laughs have
to be pushed out of me to take effect. Maybe I'm just feeling really
low.
Fortunately, an eternal optimist like I am is always comforted by the silver lining of it all. I'm lucky enough as it is - having so many people who love and care for me unconditionally. People who try to make sure that I don't lose myself in the process. People who will go all the way to listen to you and cheer you up. I really appreciate it. It's because sometimes, a heart that listens weighs far more than the works of advices. So to those people, thank you so much. You know who you are. :) Footprints footprints,please.  Tuesday, August 05, 2008
I have true awesome bestfriends. And I can't help but blog about them for the reason that they truly are special special special and really special to me. Also,I'm missing them so much.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
A short entry as well. I think I am getting the hang of writing short entries.Hmmm. Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Short entry, I am not planning to exhort myself into writing Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I am now enjoying the software-junkie that I am. I stalk the CNET Download site every now and then. I also make sure that I have time to upgrade all my software for the latest version. And since I've always wanted to blog about my favorite software applications, I'm going to do just that. Enjoy. 1. Ad-Aware SE Personal Edition 1.06 - We all need a good spyware detector. This one is so much more than that. Ever since I installed this amazing application, I've never had to worry about spyware again. It's fast and cleans my system well. 2. Style XP 3.18 - With this app, I can change the entire look of my XP gui. Style XP can modify backgrounds, themes, and logons. It is a must download for those who are still stuck with the original Windows XP Luna, Olive and Silver theme. 3.Trillian Pro 3.1 - This app is amazing. It's a fully featured, stand-alone, skinnable chat client that supports AIM, ICQ, MSN, Yahoo Messenger, and IRC. Since I have accounts and contacts in almost all of those those, Trillian allows me to only use one application to view all my contacts for each. 4.DivX Play Bundle with DivX Player 6.2 - It's still my video player of choice. 5.Notepad++ 3.5 - It's a lightweight replacement of Notepad that supports various languages including HTML, PHP and CSS (those are the ones that I use for coding). It supports syntax highlighting, so it makes it so much easier for me. 6. Easy Thumbnails 2.8 - If you own a digital camera and would want to resize a batch of images and still retain superb quality, I suggest downloading this little app. It resizes a ton of pictures very fast and the results are still of good quality. 7. Opera - as much as i love the firefox and iexplorer, I'm also fascinated by this browser. I'm in love with its fast web browsing. Saturday, July 26, 2008
I can't even start typing this post without tears falling down my face. I am not over exaggerating, I am simply stating the truth. I am in severe pain now because of this oh-so-annoying dysmenorrhea. It is really a pain in the ass. Surprisingly i still can manage to blog. I guess i just really need to vent out, thus the post.Naiinis lang talaga ko. Just a few hours ago, my dad keeps asking me the whereabouts of stuffs and told me to find it, which i did, despite of this aching puson and back. The worst part of it, it took me almost an hour in finding those stuffs. Hate. CONGRATULATIONS TO THE NEWLY REGISTERED NURSES: To my GTP friends: Rey Vincent Balolot and Grace Galang, to my classmates Sabrina Velasco and Oscar Castaneda, to my friend/neighbor Ian Mark Gari Baliwag, to dear Julia Martin (let's just keep the first name as it is, hehe), to my dear friend Denver Ante,Jonard Dy, Chauncey Sherwin Tan, and to all my fellow TAMS who made it to the passer's and topnotcher's list. Good luck on your careers! God Bless you all! I think I've made this entry longer than I expected. I don't even think you would reach this part but thank you if you actually did. Okay, getting weirder by the moment. I feel like this is such a useless post. =D Really.I should go now. Hihi Have a sweet sleep everyone! :)
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about  I started this website as merely a creative outlet - a form of expression about anything under the sun. It's also something I do out of fun and personal satisfaction.I'm a living and breathing expressionist and this is my canvas. It is safe to say that I've found a niche for myself that makes me happy. I hold no limitations with what I can express. I bear no bounderies with what I can create. This is my little nook in the cold world known as the WWW.Everything you see here is mine unless otherwise stated.READ MORE RANDOM THOUGHTS ABOUT ME: :born on the 4th of november :vulnerable :easily pleased :sweet sweet sweet :couch potato :laughs alot :bubbly :light-hearted :Loves music :Can read me through my music :20 years old :thinks 30+ something :loves family, friends and ARBY I'm Veneranda Patricio y Guerrero. I go by Dada. A living Scorpio. I reside in this small, tropical paradise of an archipelago, known as the Philippines. I'm someone who can be boxed easily,vulnerable and delicate but im a light-hearted and bubbly person. And because I just can't get enough of talking about myself. I had to do them in list-form to show you how self-absorbed I can really be. *My interests and hobbies are scattered far and wide. But like most people out there, I enjoy movies and music. *Im an O.C. (obsessive compulsive). *Shopping is my guilty pleasure. *I like writing.I enjoy writing within my own personal space and have written some poems that I have yet to share the world. *I take school seriously and can hike, run and play basketball in stilettos. You might have noticed how I just made a compound sentence joining two really different ideas that have no connection whatsoever. I'm weird like that and perhaps just a bit of a walking contradiction.However that made me sound like, I do like myself as much as I like my site. *I do treasure my relationships. Trusting people easily is my weakness. Believe me, it has been taken advantage of more than once. *Unfortunately, I can't turn down a dare, which throws the whole prim and proper kind of first impression about me out of the window. * PETPEEVES: Dishonesty and Tardiness. I know how it feels to be lied on to and it hurts. And of course being kept waitng is no fun... shalowness also annoys me. MOREOVER ME.... First impressions of me are usually wrong. So, don't get intimidated. I am not at all hard to get along with because Im a very bubbly and light-hearted person.I can handle all kinds of people. I treasure my relationships. With that said, I'm lucky enough to have found really great people from my High School days. I love them with all my heart. The memories that we've shared and the things that we've been through are priceless. Nonetheless, college life has introduced me to the most interesting, diverse and fun-loving people that I am grateful to have met. Each day in the HSAL is like an adventure because of them. I'm an optimist with a rainbows and butterflies outlook on life. I had my angsty phase once upon a time and would prefer not to live through all that again. I've learned though that life is what you make of it. It is up to us to live life with a purpose or without. I do have great faith. And it is that faith in myself, others and in the Almighty that keeps me going. School is Cool.. I like being in school,it keeps me young! Girly Girl... i love shoppng! I just cant stop myself from buyng-its a disease! I love shoe and bag shoppng. My closet staples include flipflops,tanks,jeans and minis.. im not dat kikay.My only kikay indulgence is my blush on and a lipbalm. Im an O.C.(Obsessive Compulsive) i try not to touch anythng in public bathrooms.I usually cringe in horror when i hear someone cough or sneeze behind me.So what i do is i dont breath muna.. If i am to press a button or touch something questionable always try to use my knuckles so my fingers will remain reasonably clean when i eat.. Im a kid ar heart... I love to be babied and pampered. PLEASURES Television american idol. amazing race. the apprentice. charmed. smallville. gilmore girls. CSI. MTV. lifestyle channel. CNN.Studio23, KAPAMILYA shows.. Film Noir action adventure movies. psychological thrillers. suspense.old romantic comedies. any kind of musical. end of the world movies. Hollywood michael chad murray.adam sandler. reese witherspoon. johnny depp. kate beckinsale. kiera knightley. catherine zeta-jones. angelina jolie. drew barrymore. jennifer love hewitt. ashley judd. julianne moore. Infamous / Famous marilyn monroe. john f. kennedy. kurt cobain. princess diana. gandhi. nelson mandela. sylvia plath. coco chanel. jonathan larson. Literature Danielle Steep.Paulo Coelho Music rnb, emo, light rock, jazz, acoustic, reggae, broadway musicals- when it comes to music genre preferences, it's just too diverse.  :  FRIENDSTER MULTIPLY XANGA TUMBLR PHOTOBUCKET YOUTUBE DIARYLAND TABULAS Twitter Updatescalendar
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He is 17 years old, the eldest and the only son of four. Really young. But I know he has already travelled a mile. It's really unbelievable that he left us all this early. But I know he is with God now, another angel that will guide us all through.
